Is this the end?or the begining?

telos.......teliose
no more mrs thima....
oso kian agapas ena atomo den prepi pote nafinis auti tin agapi na xeperna ton eauto s
tote hanis ta panta
opos ta ehasa kiego
giauto safino
g namevro
na vro ton eauto m, na vro to hamogelo m
ta oneira m p ehasa mazi s
telos
sagapo ala prepi nasafiso gia mena
antio

darkness

everything's getting darker and darker around me......
cnt stand on my own 2 feet anymore.....
what else is left to do?
why do i crave death when my life should start now?
i cry to sleep everynight
i cry till theres no more tears left.....
i cry for my own excistance
i want to dissappear......so that my meaningless life can no longer be a nothing
so i can no longer be a nobody
i crave for death
i crave for my soul to find peace
on my knees still waiting for that day to come

TI THAKUSO ALLO P T INNER VOICE MOU??

ok 2nd semester now.WTF i dnt wanna do this!
wat the heeeeeeeeell aspume enthelo na xipno to proi!akuo to alarm jime kapos nooooo i wanna stay in bed!!!E SORRY DLD P EN PAGONIA!!j pios entheli na mini mesta vrasta sentonuthkia tou ama exo enulla aspra p to hioni?
j pes sikonume j pao uni
BIG DEAL
en kamni diafora!
POTE ENNA ORGANOTHO j na vro mia akri me to ti m ginete?
prepi name halia mesa m gt vlepo apaisious efialtes!simera epesa na koimitho t mesimeri (gt eprepe na sikosto p tis 8 na etimasto na pao mathima g 10 lepta se parakalo!j na lei o kathigitis sory an ediskoleutikate logo t xioniou.E OI kirie m ediskoleutikame gt eprepe na xipnisume!g na rtume na mas pis 2 lexis!e kaniii) nws k ida 3 efialtes sinehomenous (esindeountan entous kani) k idika to teleuteo itan shocking!imun aihmaloti polemou j irte o ektelestis name skotosi j areske tou na kofki kommatouthkia tous athropous! jemena ekame m j shedioui taha enna m kofke t heri m k istera ti kefali m! alla meta ihe kapos happy ending gt efiame oulloi petontas me ompreles (telia mairy poppins i know) en sholiazo to telos t oneirou m! But when i woke up i was like ENNA GINI POLEMOS! :o polla shocking! les na ime epanastatria j namen t ixera?j les na anaptixo magikes dinamis kata ti diarkia tis aixmalosias m j na katafero na petaso me mia omprela na fio p tous bad guys?? haha e wtf mazi m eleos!!!!!

mpravo mas

ti napo?ton teleuteo kairo prospatho na sigkentrotho na peraso ala sinehia akuo pramata shocking k den mporo na sigkentrotho!
ilikrina o kosmos epire tin katifora prin poli kairo apla tora arhise na fenete. ehathikan ules oi axies tu anthropou!giati sinehizume na iparhume?
Pou tin ali skeftume....an iparhi theos...panta itan g tin elpida. An iparhi elpida...k iparhi theos...enna mas dosi eukeria na sosume oti emine?an emine kati dld...
Entha miliso g profities ketsi, milo milo k kanenas en makui ken katalavi oti ekamame ta skata, kiemeis k oi progonoi mas....to ine arga pleon itan prin poli kairo....ti tha kamume?enas athropos monos t en mpori na kami kati, ala k namen ine monos t...prepi nato thelun oloi...
k dn milo mono g ti katastrofi t planiti...ti mitera gi tin eskotosame prin poli kairo k tora ekdikite mas...
milo g tin katastrofi tu anthropu, tu eautu mas...
EKAMAME TA SKATA OULLA

NOOOOOOOOO

IME AROSTI MIUMIUMIU
after 3 snip 1 vitamin c coffee and som tea(in the morning):

tora eho akoma mia aformi namen diavazo!fuckin shit man i dnt get these shit i like wat im doing but i jst CANT BE BOTHERED

bored stressed and really pissed off!

OOFFOOO

a j arosti!:(
fuckin weather eshi pago hame gmt!:o

AUTA

LATHI

Os athropoi genithikame me lathi
dimiourgithikame me lathi
Ine kati to opio de mporume na apofigume, ala opos lene oloi ta lathi ine g na mathenume.
Na mathenume ta lathi mas k na min t xanakanume....tote gt peftume oloi stin pagida p stinume ston eauto mas k kanume t idia lathi?
Alla oti k na kanume t thema ine na vriksume ti dinami kathe fora na vriskume ton eauto mas. To na skotonis ton esoteriko s kosmo g t lathi s den ine sosto gt an iparhi pragmati theos tote mas eftiaxe etsi opos eftiaxe k ti sighoresi...de mporume na zitame to telio gt apla den iparhi...
akusa mia ekfrasi k marese poli ''iparhun kapia lathi p prepi na ginonte.anden haname ton paradiso tha haname tin elpida naton xanakerdisume''
lathi
sighoresi
ELPIDA
periploki i zoi ala isos auto na mas dini tin dinami na prohorume, na kanume lathi k pano sauta na ktizume,na veltionume ton haraktira mas kai na elpizume g kati kalitero.

just random shit en eho idea gt murtan!:o isos epd kano pola lathi?;)

LALALA

GIRISMAAAAAA

Lipon simera pale boring i zoi m. It seems so hard wakin up in the morning. I mean valo tous ulus na me pianun til pasto stathero k mob ala tpt. HELO to stathero m en pola spastiko k dinato POS MPORO J POJIMUME?eleos mazi m!im such a loser haha.

well back to the boring facts, ospu na sikostoooooo arkepsa j ton kafe j all day evgala tin me ton kafe k prin na pao tutorial imun stressed j efaa ena santuits(an mporis na pis 2 fetes psomi j mia fettua tirui mesa santouits) epia tutorial kapos late gt teleutea stigmi i lost my FUCKIN KEYS k en hamos my room sooooo ase.

e o tutor m itan kapos bitchy look kala panta ehi to mazi m alla NWS! e t kalo en oti ipe oti im the only one that actually got the 1st part tora tha dume ti tha kamo.apla prepi na dulepso parapano WELL ELA ESI NA M TA KAMIS EGO ENEHO OREXI DUUUUUH! oooofff.

so erkume hm efaa nera pale,pai to lumeno t mali!stamato na piaso nero p t neura epatha k afidatosi gmt!

so im here p tin ora p irta hm,ekama kati kiefaa epitelus namen pethano dld.U know na troo kati 2 keep me walking LOL!

im so bored....and confused!

sometimes i wake up and im thinking pou ime?ime spiti m piso kipro?k meta sinidopio oti NO im locked in these fuckin 4 british walls....isnt that really bad?i mean wsnt this part of my life plan?wasnt this my bloody dream?(bloody pffff so british grrrrrr)

eitherways im still on my highway to hell and im not planin on changing that :p

(sings:no stop signs,speed limit NOBODY's gonna slow me down im on the highway to hell)

meawwwwww